goAheadnliveitout

i dont want to fail,but i know am not giving it my all…..i just need a lose a few pounds thats all n then i will feel much better but it so hard n its like that because i am letting get like that, i am soon thinking about jus resorting to starving myself i donno what to do…i have let my self go enough, i need to find me again the one hiding behid this fat body….huuuh…am just so tired of being like this its so dreadful n depressing mann. 1 monthe to go…am gonna do it n i will lose at least two dress sizes be n stay positive

i will officialy start this goal on new years day

i dont want to be too materislistic and popular,i want to be content with what have from the friends to the grades i get. i could want my life to be a cosmopolitan way for example have a coffe with a friend talking about the new music or what projects we will be doing, being in love,sitting in the park,doing the gardening,dancing in the rain its nothing too complicated,stressfull or fraustrating just been me living with the simpple stuff and not giving a stuff or care about what the rest of the world has to say about that.