gorillaman82

To everybody who I have made feel that I just want one thing from them and that I didn’t want their freindship. The friendships mean more to me than anything else. So to those that I have made feel this way I am SORRY from the bottom of my heart.

My anger is a big part of me that I want gone. The anger basically controls my body and no matter how much I love somebody I always end up threating them in a way I don’t understand. I so badly do not want this in my life anymore but without help from people I can’t get rid of it. I am at a loss because I have no idea how to solve this problem. My best freind in the world today slapped me across the face because I let my anger get to me once again and blew up and she felt threatened by it. I am not mad at her because that was a wake up call. This may be the only goal I ever acheive in my life but I will acheive it and hopefully I will receive the 100 percent attraction that she felt for me at one time until then I will do my very best to control this huge problem. You know who I’m talking about C. I hope you read this and forgive me because I am truly sorry for my actions and I can understand if you do not want to be around me anymore.

I am giving up on this because I will never have the ability to do it.