i’ve been able to walk into the ocean almost every other day at this point. it’s really a matter of tearing myself away from the computer that stops me anymore. i know i’ll feel fulfilled afterward, so motivation isn’t as much of a problem. slowly but surely, i’ll make it happen.
gormlet's Life List
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1. let go
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2. stop picking at myself
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3. run every morning
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4. meditate daily
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5. lose 20 pounds
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6. to feel attractive
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7. love myself
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8. touch the ocean at least once a day
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9. do well in school
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10. find things and people that make me smile
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11. quit smoking
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12. stop relying on sex to carry a relationship
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13. make new friends
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14. fall in love
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15. do 100 pushups
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16. find passion
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17. take singing lessons
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18. stop picking my skin
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i’ve come to the realization that the person i set out for 3 years ago is not the same person i once knew. in fact, the only thing we have in common anymore are our memories together, and that alone is not enough to carry a relationship-especially because it’s been one sided all along. i know it all sounds disjointed, but it makes sense to me, and i figure thats all i wanted anyway…a little piece of mind.
i’ve finally put aside enough money to be able to shade in the rest of my back piece. depending on how much time with the needle i can handle, i might continue the outline up onto my shoulder like i’ve been talking about. the only problem with that is although i’m making progress, i’m going to end up with yet another unfinished piece in a more visible place. makes me feel much better to have a date on the calendar and money aside, even so.
