gossipgirlxoxo

had so much fun at semi last night ♥.



I'm doing 28 things
 

gossipgirlxoxo's Life List

  1. 1. outline my extended essay
    2 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. Put on an Indian banquet for my friends..
    3 people
  3. 3. Speak French fluently
    3 cheers
    2,094 people
  4. 4. weigh 110 pounds
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    209 people
  5. 5. have flat abs
    3 cheers
    83 people
  6. 6. go skinny dipping
    2 cheers
    3,086 people
  7. 7. Have nice teeth
    3 cheers
    21 people
  8. 8. be more confident
    2 cheers
    10,262 people
  9. 9. stop procrastinating
    5 cheers
    26,934 people
  10. 10. drink more water
    4 cheers
    18,949 people
  11. 11. be a better person
    3 cheers
    3,566 people
  12. 12. love myself
    2 entries . 16 cheers
    4,412 people
  13. 13. stop lying
    7 cheers
    909 people
  14. 14. graduate with an IB diploma
    2 cheers
    3 people
  15. 15. cure my anemia
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2 people
  16. 16. Forgive, but not forget
    1 cheer
    9 people
  17. 17. exercise more
    2 cheers
    5,118 people
  18. 18. understand
    1 cheer
    247 people
  19. 19. Stop my hands from sweating
    3 people
  20. 20. get a yellow belt in tae kwon do
    9 cheers
    2 people
  21. 21. have sex in the shower
    2 cheers
    59 people
  22. 22. Kiss in the rain
    7 cheers
    14,597 people
  23. 23. kiss in a library
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    71 people
  24. 24. Give 400 cheers.
    15 people
  25. 25. Get a tattoo
    5 cheers
    20,248 people
  26. 26. travel the world
    1 cheer
    18,516 people
  27. 27. compile a list of 1000 facts about myself
    10 people
  28. 28. book a banquet hall
    1 person

How I did it
How to get my bellybutton pierced
It took me
16 years
It made me
sexy


How to sleep under the stars
It took me
1 day
It made me


How to dance with him
It took me
10 months
It made me
feel so loved ♥.


See all "How I Did It" stories...

Recent entries
visit Stratford, Ontario
Untitled 4 days ago

I’ve been there 3 times… each time to watch a Shakespearean play.
It is such a timeless, beautiful place.



fall in love with someone who loves me too (read all 4 entries…)
I'm confused and Heartbroken. Please help me figure this out :'(. 2 months ago

My heart is so broken at this point. I don’t know what to do and I really need help with understanding the situation and figuring out what to do next. Things were great between me and him for a while. We were stable and happy. School ended and I found out the exchange program I applied for accepted me. So I was going to leave Ontario and go to Quebec for 5 weeks to learn French. He encouraged me to do it and told me it was the experience of a lifetime. We talked about what would happen when I came back because I said i was worried things would change while i was gone. He looked at me, smiled and said, “do you think just because you’re gone for 5 weeks, I’m gonna stop loving you?” And so i pushed that worry out of my head. While I was gone, we emailed constantly and talked on the phone 3-4 times a week. The entire time, he told me how much he missed me and wanted me to come home and loved me and was excited to see me. When I mentioned a three week extra program, he said I should go for it if i wanted to, but asked me to come home for a few days in between to see him before I did it cause he missed me so badly. The plans for the program fell through due to my parents and so i came home when expected. But I noticed for the last week that i was there, our phone calls were shorter and even though i emailed 2-3 times, he didn’t reply at all. I thought he was busy cause he started working again full-time. He gets up at 6:30 a.m. and comes home late too. When i came home, he didn’t call the first or second or third night. So i called him the fourth day but his parents said he was at work and that he’d be gone for the next 2 days cause they were going up to their cottage. So i cancelled the surprise dinner reservations I made. The day he was supposed to come back, he didn’t call or anything then either. So I called him a few nights later. And in a nutshell, I asked why he’d been avoiding me. and he said it probably wasn’t a good idea to date anymore cause he didn’t feel the same way about me. How could he just lose his feelings for me in two weeks? I did not cheat on him or even look at other guys. The entire time I was homesick and thrilled that I was gonna see him! And now I’m confused and heartbroken. I don’t know what I should do. I need an explanation from him about what happened because I feel like there’s more he may not be telling me. We’d been dating for ONE YEAR AND 3 MONTHS and liked each other for a YEAR even before that! He’s never lied to me so i don’t think he cheated on me. But what if he found someone else? Or he really is over me in just two weeks? I thought maybe it was cause I was gone for so long and we just needed to see each other again… but he said it’d just be awkward. I’m thinking I should wait a week and then call him. I’ll offer to drop off some stuff i got for him while i was in quebec and his shirts/sweatshirts. Then maybe we can talk for a while. I don’t know if it’s a good idea. and I just really need help with this situation. I want him back. I still love him.



understand chemistry
year 1 of it complete :) 5 months ago

in the process of finishing year 1 IB.
did my chem exam today and it was a lot better than i thought it would be.
i’ll find out the marks in a few weeks.
i know i passed.. now i’m wondering by how much :)
just another year to go!



See all entries ...


 

I want to:
43 Things Login