I'm doing 30 things
Why? Why oh Why?
Why do I buy so many bags of lettece and so many apples and melons and carrots?
I never eat them.
I say “oh yes I will eat them staring this week all of them”
I come back from the grocery the next week with more and I just have to clean out the rotten food that I bought last week and never ate.
It’s digusting.
I WILL EAT IT!
(or at least stop buying it)
gotawall's Life List
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1. be satisfied and happy with the way things are
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2. Become Financially Independent
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3. overcome my anxiety
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4. say "no" to people who ask too much of me
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5. stop obsessing
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6. make more friends
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7. be an accountant
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8. have better posture
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9. live passionately
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10. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
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11. read all the books I haven't read that are sitting on my bookshelf
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12. learn how to take a compliment
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13. eat every fruit and vegetable that I buy - BEFORE it goes bad
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14. become more outgoing, less shy
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15. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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16. forgive myself for my mistakes
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17. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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18. Have my first kiss
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19. persuade people gently, accept that winning arguments just make people angry
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20. Stretch BEFORE I check my email every morning
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21. fall asleep outside watching the stars with someone i care about
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22. learn to sew
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23. stick to a schedule
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24. learn how to prepare 10 excellent meals
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25. fill my calendar with birthdays and events for every day
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26. paint my walls
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27. graduate from college
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28. overcome my aversion to phones
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29. Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
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30. start doing yoga regularly
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Recent entries
Have I ever said that? Have I ever said that to the people that I care about or feel obligated to? NO. Why? I’m too nice. I can’t say no. I have to do everything everyone asks of me. When was the last time I did something because I wanted to? I never get thanks from these people? Would I get thanks from myself? I believe I would. By body would thank me. My mind would thank me. All those selfish people can get their own shit.
Right now, nothing I do I really care about. I’m just bumping around, doing whatever. Not really caring. Not being passionate.
I want to be PASSIONATE.
I want to do things that could get me in trouble, but would be worth it.
I want to drive too fast
I want to do what I enjoy
I want to feel real emotions
I want to be able to tell people that I’M HAPPY AND MEAN IT!
