so i have a “story” that i am ugly and no man will ever love me. recently i got a crush on this guy and was feeling so unlovable. but i got that it doesnt mean anything about me if likes me back or if he doesnt. either way it doesnt mean anything about me. and i got freedom. and i asked him out! aaugh! and in the moment i asked, because i wasnt making it mean anything about me, i felt that whatever he said i would be happy for him. weird. and wonderful. lol. and he said he thinks i’m beautiful! and amazing! and he doesnt know what if he wants a relationship right now but he wants to keep hanging out with me and see how it goes. and if i hadnt done the landmark forum, and the advanced course and the self expression and leadership program (which i’m in right now) i NEVER would have asked him.
i love possibility!
