grace24

i have been through some really rough times and screwed up alot and i truly believe that if you are supposed to be with someone it will happen, but you have to give yourself and the people around that you may have hurt along the way, time to heal and grow as well, when that happens you and your mate can experience true love, i have been ridiculed by others that i didnt know what i was talking about and could not know who i was supposed to be with but i knew 10 years ago, and after along struggle 5 years ago i got my love back and we are happily married for 4 years as of november 10 2005, if i would have given up years ago i dont know where i would be now, but i know it probably wouldnt be good and i definately would not be this happy, look at older people all they have is each other, friends unfortunately grow apart and few through the years, but your love will be with you till the end.

keeping a journal is a great way to keep track of experiences and what you have learned and how you have healed throughout the years, as i look through my old memories, i was amazed at how much of my life i had forgotten plus it is something you can use when you find someone you trust to help them along there way, and even pass it on to your children one day when they are old enough to understand it properly, that way they can actually know who you were and what life was like to you, i used to write in mine everyday but have slacked off due to daily task that get in the way, but that is something i need to work on is not to let those task interfere with what you wanna do b/c thats what keeps you young, doing what you wanna do.

television and film is my life, i think thats why im getting fat.