grace892




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  1. 1. do well at SMU
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    2 people
  2. 2. get my gpa above 3.0
    9 people
  3. 3. be in control
    1 entry
    40 people
  4. 4. make more time for my boyfriend and love him even more.
    1 person
  5. 5. Learn to say no
    1,268 people
  6. 6. learn to be happy with myself, by myself, for myself
    276 people
  7. 7. Practice Yoga
    4,283 people
  8. 8. Escape from this place for a little while
    4 people
  9. 9. lose the tummy pudge
    8 people
  10. 10. be true to myself
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    448 people
  11. 11. be more independent
    643 people
  12. 12. Let go of the past and truly live in the present.
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    9 people
  13. 13. be happy
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    24,433 people
  14. 14. Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do
    2,383 people
  15. 15. be more decisive
    666 people
  16. 16. exercise regularly
    10,995 people
  17. 17. overcome my fears
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    318 people
  18. 18. Find out what i want to do with my life
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    353 people
  19. 19. be a better person
    3,901 people
  20. 20. carpe diem
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    573 people
  21. 21. become a better christian
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    208 people
  22. 22. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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    7,550 people
  23. 23. travel around the world
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    5,110 people
  24. 24. Walk without thinking about how I am walking.
    6 people
  25. 25. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
    733 people
  26. 26. Swim with dolphins
    8,208 people
  27. 27. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    21,236 people
  28. 28. learn to skate
    229 people
  29. 29. pack my room
    3 people
  30. 30. get CAPM certification
    3 people
  31. 31. pass my driving theory test
    50 people
  32. 32. make people smile
    404 people
  33. 33. be wiser
    44 people
  34. 34. practice better time management.
    167 people
  35. 35. plan ahead
    37 people
  36. 36. focus
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    474 people

How I did it
How to lEAVE THE DRAMA TRIANGLE OUT OF MY LIFE
It took me
2 months
It made me
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focus
focus on my studies

I need to focus on my studies and not on affairs of the <3!



be in control
Am losing control of my life

Am at this stage of my life where i feel that my life is being controlled by everything and everyone, except myself.

I have a possessive boyfriend. Even though i love him very much, and he loves me more too, his control over my life is making me feel very suffocated. He likes everything to be very transparent in the relationship, so he shared with me his password and everything. Likewise, i did the same, cos i felt there is nothing to hide since i did not do anything wrong behind his back.

I am the kind of person that likes and enjoys having my personal space. I felt that as long as i have my own limits in what i do, spare a thought for my boyfriend in how i carry myself is sufficient. I would want to let my boyfriend know what i am doing, who i am with at the moment because i dont want him to worry. But recently, that balance is overturned. Ever since we both got an iphone, He starts tracking me using mobileMe to find out where I go, where i am at the moment. This kinda scares me a lot.. he rather use the tracking device to see where i am, instead of asking me directly. And he’s kinda addicted to using MobileMe to track me. And in the long run, i felt that this is not healthy for the relationship.

I feel that a balanced relationship should consist of 2 complete individuals coming together. But he felt that a relationship should be one where 2 persons come together to make each other complete. I just cant get that point across to him, and frankly, am kinda tired of trying..



find my passion
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I realised that i kinda like studying human behaviour and enjoy working with people. So my passion will be to get a Human Resource job after i graduate



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