I'm doing 25 things
i know that you can’t change your past but there are always somethings you can never forget- those things you just want to get rid of but for some reason you can’t seem to stop thinking about it. this will be one of the hardest things to do for me but i think the fact that i moving 5hours away from home to go to school is a good thing, a fresh start somewhere to forget about my past. i’ve always considered that to be running away but it’s in my head and i think getting a little distance can only help, besides it’s what i’ve always done best (figuritively/emotionally), i need to get away from the one person i always trusted, the one i always counted on and the one who always lied and let me down. he’s moved on but why can’t i, why is it that i can’t stand to loose a friend, even if it wasn’t my decision and even if i did nothing wrong. why is it that if he can move on and forget about me why can’t i forget about him, i don’t need someone like that in my life anyway- why is it that he was such a bigger part of my life than i was to his? the answers i’ll never know but with or without them i need to move on…
gracefulchristie18's Life List
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1. find love
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2. finish my bachelors degree
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3. work out at least 3 times a week
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4. loose weight
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5. have inner peace
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6. go on a road trip without any premeditaded destinations or plans- totally spontaneous
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7. learn to play my guitar
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8. save the earth
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9. have my own style
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10. learn to drive a stick shift
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11. trace my family tree
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12. sky diving
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13. bungee jumping
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14. cliff diving
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15. scuba diving
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16. learn sign language fluently
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17. get a tatoo or a couple
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18. forget the past
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19. live on the beach
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20. learn spanish
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21. visit australia
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22. visit greece
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23. travel the world
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24. go on a safari
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25. take a risk that i could get in big trouble for but do it anyway and get away with it
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How I did it
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How I did it: taking chances- every chance. Taking every oppotunity to do something!!!! have fun- don't make up excuses to not go out or hang out if an opportunity is presented to you take it without question. if you scared don't think about it just do it just say yes and do it before you have time to analyze it and find something wrong with it Read how I did it…
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3 months ago
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3 months ago
i need to learn how to accept my past before i can have inner peace- ive accepted the future and everything i don’t know about it and i try to live in every moment but when im just sitting around by myself i can’t help but think about the past- why can’t i let it go??
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3 months ago
because the past is already over and the future may never come…all we can count on for sure is this moment now
