greenergrass

The best kind of S.D is in the atlantic ocean, at night, in the summer, when its lilke 100% humidity and 90 degrees out:) There are phosphorescent mini-animals in the water and you can see them glimmering on your body in the moonlight.

I always come back to my life list when I am unemployed. And so then, I don’t even need to add “get a job” to the list! Its just sitting there, #1, ready for me to stare at:(

My boyfriend tells me that I am the most un-compassionate person ever. I have this sinking feeling when I think about it. I feel that I have been feeling full compassion towards animals ect,, and humans (to a certain extent). Does that mean that my awareness of being compassionate is totally delusional?

I have this problem with my actual self versus perceived self! Against what and HOW am I supposed to judge myself to see how I measure on the compassion-scale? How am I to be more insightful and more aware of my state of compassion?

Feeling at a loss here.