[rainbow massacre] is failing and falling...

and fighting for her life...



I'm doing 16 things
 
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Find my way back frm the bottom of this hole ive dug... (read all 3 entries…)
Untitled 5 days ago

where dose one start?...how?....


stop harming myself (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 5 days ago

Im gunna go back to the dr…change my medication. this double dose is not helping. not helping at all. I dont wanna get out of bed in thw mornings…but i cant sleep at nite. and when i do sleep i have nightmares. the dr really really needs to help me fix this!
but i havent had a drink, or a smoke or cut in i think nearly a month.

learning to breath….harder than i thought it would be….


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Untitled 5 days ago

My car well and truly crapped it self over the weekend! Yup looks like i need a new motor!! stupid piece of crap!!!! $150 road side assitance fee…rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH# and i broke my stupid little toe!!!!! pooooo! but i did hang out iwth my awsome cousin, get a cool new hair cut…and discover an awsome new band!!! the birthday massacre!! they are grand!!!!
ahhh…ive finished alot of my traineeship work now wich is good. the faster i get it done the better! I painted my sisters old room n moved all my stuff in and it looks all pretty like! the color is horrid lol!!! like baby vomit!!


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