where dose one start?...how?....
[rainbow massacre] is failing and falling...'s Life List
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1. Find my way back frm the bottom of this hole ive dug...
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2. never drink again
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3. control my anger
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4. look up and remeber the stars
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5. follow the dreamer I know is inside of me
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6. Stop harming myself
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7. post randomly
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8. Get Back My Jade Monkey!!
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9. make it to 23...
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10. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
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11. stop smoking
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12. Get over my fear of making phone calls
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13. Go to America for thanks giving
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14. Live in New York for 6 months
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15. live in Japan for at least a year
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16. always carry a sharpie with me and make it a point to scrawl out inspiring and well-intentioned graffiti on the walls of public bathroom stalls
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Im gunna go back to the dr…change my medication. this double dose is not helping. not helping at all. I dont wanna get out of bed in thw mornings…but i cant sleep at nite. and when i do sleep i have nightmares. the dr really really needs to help me fix this!
but i havent had a drink, or a smoke or cut in i think nearly a month.
learning to breath….harder than i thought it would be….
My car well and truly crapped it self over the weekend! Yup looks like i need a new motor!! stupid piece of crap!!!! $150 road side assitance fee…rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH# and i broke my stupid little toe!!!!! pooooo! but i did hang out iwth my awsome cousin, get a cool new hair cut…and discover an awsome new band!!! the birthday massacre!! they are grand!!!!
ahhh…ive finished alot of my traineeship work now wich is good. the faster i get it done the better! I painted my sisters old room n moved all my stuff in and it looks all pretty like! the color is horrid lol!!! like baby vomit!!
