i am getting smarter and more selective about who i am letting in. which is both good and bad. i am being more assertive and not compromising all the time which is good. but now im afraid to let myself be too vulnerable. which is maybe not so good. its been a long time since i opened up to a boy and im afraid im a bit out of practice.
gretadarling's Life List
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1. take better care of myself
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2. be healthy
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3. eat healthier
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4. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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5. Make new friends
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6. Fall in love
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7. accept myself completely
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8. write a book
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9. get a masters degree
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10. travel
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11. practice yoga
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12. meditate daily
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13. speak spanish fluently
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14. Learn to read my Tarot cards
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15. don't lose my sense of wonder
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16. stay passionate about life
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17. make the most of my time
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18. be more motivated
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19. Pay off all of my credit card debt
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20. learn to salsa
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21. find a religion that suits me
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Recent entries
its been about 10 years since i was diagnosed and i feel like ive finally gotten the hang of this. it is no longer who i am, rather it is a part of me. i know how to manage it and live my life to the fullest at the same time. i no longer feel it is a hindrance. i know this is something i will have to work on everyday, but i feel like that is an achievable thing now.
