Katie's running as if she has a choice.

hey guys. thanks for the response. i’ve gtg. just wanted to let you all know i’m doing fine besides school drama. some girl… grawr. won’t get into it. i’ll be on once more eventually. till then, i love you all!

computer deprivation!!!

but yeah – i’m listening to John Mayer’s Try! John Mayer/John mayer Trio! It’s fantastic. I love that dude.

My PhD says a disorder can’t technically be gone. it can fade away. But it won’t ever truly be beaten. He had more reasons. It made perfect sense too.

I’ve been taking my pills. But really – my disorder won’t ever TRULY be gone. that’s how i see it.

I need a hug.
You need a hug.

(((((((((((((Needed Hugs)))))))))))))

I noticed i did have something new and fulfilling.
I went into New York. (which i’ve done plenty times)
But this time I brought my camera.
And it wasn’t touristy pictures.
I can’t wait to get my professional photos developed!
I took pictures of christmas time!!

I am confident.
I am smart.
I am ready.
I am set.
I am going.
I am me.

:D

thanks Simon. again. You have no idea how cool this is of you! We were all really worried about you. If you ever need to talk, just talk. And thanks times a billion! it means so much to me.

_{and to think i was going to opt super cheers out! it’s a fantastic feeling.}

Simon’s not only back! But he SUPER CHEERED ME!!!!!

Thank you soo much. You don’t know how much this made my day year!!!

Ohhh. Thanks a lot!

Cheers to a Super Simon!

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(((((((((((((((Radness Hugs)))))))))))))))

These are things that I’d like to happen but it really only happens by chance:

• have my first kiss

• see Somebody again

• get to the roof once more

• trust again

• not have my heart broken

• beat my depression (i hope i don’t sound negative, but i don’t think this’ll happen. But it’s possible. You never know.)

• Overcome my past

I can’t go on anymore suffering emotionally like I have before. It takes too much of my life up. I can’t deal with it. There are people who care, people who listen, people who hurt and people who are so blind they don’t see what they’re doing. I want to meet the people who’ll care and listen. I’m going to avoid the others.

You are such a wonderful person with an extremely giving heart.

Have a Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday!!

Woohoo!

[celebrates]

Love,
Katie. <3

These are things I will work towards:

• my photography talent (i got a new camera & i’m also going to take classes)

• my music career (i want to learn the guitar. I’ll explain why later someday…)

• better exam scores (last year wasn’t the best, not to say I did awfully)

• having FUN (i found myself being really sad a lot in ‘07. Next year I want to do some really big cool things!)

• being a little daring (this is a weird one… But a lot of the time I feel really afraid. kind of quiet. I want to speak up and do things that are uncalled for [in a good way] and extremely adventurous)

• traveling more (the world is such a big place. and this little town of mine is negative microscopic compared to the world)

• self care (i really want to improve my spirtitual, religious, and creative life. I’m already great with creativity, but i need to be better.)

• writing (hm… so many things.)

• and lastly – the people i care about (the people around me make a huge difference. if they’re happy, then i’ll be happy too probably.)

I’m in such a singing mood right now.

Ohhh… Merry Tiisi Day to youuu. Merry Tiisi Day to youuu. Merry Tiisi day to Tiisiiiiii. Merry Tiisi-day to youuuuuuuuuuuu!

Happy Birthday and Have a fantastic Christmas. _{(hoping you’re not jewish or anything)}

Do want to be the giraffe or dinosaur?

:)

(((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))

I love the way my name sounds
Coming from your mouth
I think you love it too

_{this is rather odd, especially the last line, but it fits.}

Gone to the Hood. yo.

;)

_{seriously, i had a blast of christmas love! My gingerbread people fell in love!}

To a super duper awesome person!

Where do I begin with how cool you are?

You’re a papa roach fan, you want to save the world and you play basketball. Oh how the list goes on!

Happy birthday.

Love,
Your friend,
Katie. <3

1. Eat an oreo… if you’re a person.
2. Read a book… if you’re not blind.
3. Write a book… if you don’t want to read one.
4. Listen to music… if you own a radio and/or CD.
5. Cook some food… If you’re hungry.
6. Develop some opinions… if you want one.
7. Research a topic… if you have the sources.
8. Sing a song… if you have decent breath.
9. Brush your teeth… if you don’t have decent breath.
10. Put on clothes… if you aren’t a nudist.

How very true. I hate when people are too picky, But then again, so am i. :)