gurt08

yes i have said i love you…and i meant it. but i’ve realized now that the person who i fell in love with does not exist anymore and im going to move on. its hard to be “in love” so i know that the next time that it happens that it will be better becuz i have faith. i believe in God and i believe that everything will be ok if i just follow Jesus. so that’s what im doing. today i stood outside and it just started raining…so i took off my coat, let my hair down and looked up into the sky and just laughed..it wasn’t thunderstorm rain but the kind of rain that you would get after a long drought…no, there hasnt really been a drought but there has been a “drought” in my heart and today the skies opened up to tell me that its ok to move on and now i know the true person that loves me is Jesus and i can feel him next to me now. i know he is carrying me thru this hard time. he will always love me and be there no matter what. As i walked in to my house drenched after the rain…i knew it was a true time for me to move on.