I'm doing 43 things
I used to need to control the outcome of circumstances because I was so afraid that if they didn’t go the way I needed them to, that something bad would happen to me. Maybe this was caused by a few traumatic events in my life, but I have learned over time (and through a lot of suffering) that God is always in control, and He will always lead me somewhere good. Even when things are going wrong, He still has a plan. He has taken away many things I thought I needed, but He has proven time and time again that He is all I need.
gwallaby02's Life List
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1. Spend more time with my parents and get to know their history before me.
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2. Get rid of my scoliosis
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3. Become a mentor for Redeemed Ministries.
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4. find my soulmate
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5. learn to swing dance like a pro
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6. Learn to play the piano
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7. Record an album
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8. Get represented at Neil Hamil.
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9. get a part in a movie
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10. write all 50,000 words for Nanowrimo
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11. Finish "Meeting Jessi"
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12. Finish "The Clockmaker"
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13. Find a literary agent
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14. get published
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15. bike in a marathon
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16. Pay off my loans.
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17. speak spanish fluently
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18. Speak French fluently
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19. speak German fluently
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20. Speak Greek Fluently
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21. start Liberty fashion business
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22. Go white water rafting
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23. climb a mountain
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24. drive the Blue Ridge Parkway
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25. hike the appalachian trail
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26. Ride a hot air balloon.
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27. Buy a House
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28. live in the mountains
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29. See the New England states.
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30. Travel the world for a year.
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31. Go to Austria.
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32. Go to New Zealand.
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33. go to South America
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34. revamp wardrobe
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35. Let go of people whom God has not allowed in my life.
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36. forgive people
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37. be a proactive person
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38. go to Africa
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39. go to australia
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40. get toned up
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41. have children
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42. Get rid of the junk in my parent's house and decorate it beautifully.
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43. become an architect
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Recent entries
There was a time in my life where I strived to gain approval from people. I was very anxious and afraid all the time, consumed with the fears of failure and rejection. I thought I needed their approval to be okay with who I am, but even when I got that approval, I still felt inadequate.
It wasn’t until I starting to seek my worth in Christ that I started to calm down on the inside. I no longer feel the need to show off or prove myself to anyone. I no longer feel anxious when I fail, and I know that God has a plan and a purpose for me no matter what. It feels good to be me!
I don’t know why it’s taking so long for my soulmate to get here, but he needs to hurry up! I mean, I know there is a reason I am single, and I need to fix some problems in my life before I jump into a relationship. And the only reason I’m in such a rush to find somebody is because all my friends are getting hitched, and I’m the only single one. Deep down, I know I’m not ready for a relationship, and honestly, I don’t want their relationships because I don’t feel that any of them are truly happy. I want to take my time and be patient and find somebody that I’m REALLY compatible with. I don’t want to get with someone for the wrong reasons. So I want to find my soulmate at the right time, I just wish that right time would hurry the f* up!
