Gaah

I’m on an effective diet. With a food journal. I’ve refused bad foods even when they’re in front of my face . . only, what, two months left of this?! :D

At least i could try to release it at my school. :) Then we’ll see what happens. I need to come up with some new material, I am thinking holiday-ish perhaps?

And I have lots of budding lyric ideas.

Plus songs I write in AP Music Theory.

http://www.myspace.com/deceptionperfectionandpain

No more sneaking snacks. If I know it’s wrong, I won’t eat it.

Then when I get a larger iPod I don’t have to worry about this anymore. Haha!

are better kept to yourself.

Not going to happen.

It’s who I am! :D

I need human interaction to be happy.

I LOVE AP CLASSES.

I HEART YOU!!!

ahaha.

An amazing cook and person. Yay.

He be my iiiidoollll.

Yayz. Apart from a common religion, it helps that his show is strongly democratic and Bush-bashing. I have his shows on my iTunes. He is one cool person.

Must meet him! I also would be satisfied with simply shaking his hand. Anyone want to take me to one of his shows before I die? Please?

Oh, and his book is ingenious . . rotfl. ;)P (that should make sense once you read the into of the new edition, ahah)

I haven’t been on here in MONTHS . . Long time no talk! Haha . .

. . anyway, I’ve realized that if you’re happy ALL the time, and never know pain or suffering or sadness, then you can’t really appreciate the happy times for what they’re worth. Because if everything was happy, . . nothing would be. This is kind of an abstract concept, but the only reason people desire something is because their lives are lacking it NOW. So without the sadness of wanting something but not having it, actually achieving your goal would be meaningless.

not too bad! =]

thank you to carpe diem for getting the courage to ask
=]

off today and tomorrow.
back tuesday.
how hard can it be?? =]

Not sure how successful it’s going to be . . but I’m trying =]

I GOT A 95% ON MY FINAL!!

= 93% IN THE CLASS!!!

YESSSS!! =]]

http://myspace.com/deceptionperfectionandpain

Some of my music :D

There’s only ONE MEET left . . if I don’t go to state with it then track is over. Even if I do go to state, I have no choice . . but I didn’t drop out. Which is what matters. And the meet is TOMORROW. Yesssssssssssssssssss :D

Mind over matter. I had a kind of OCD where I had to keep looking over my shoulder, and now I’m okay. One reason = Scary Movie 4. Ahaha. Always helps me get over stuff, this time the main thing causing my OCD being War of the Worlds. :)

I’m considering doing something with stem cells. Seems interesting.