habitschanger

Got mass text invite to his work gig from crush. Decided not to go as was mass text, knows I’m ill, recovering for group gig tomorrow with him. Watched TV show: “he’s going to lose all this weight and start to like himself, the girls will come calling”. There you have it. I have to lose weight and be beautiful because until I do… I won’t like myself.

no chips day 4

Auditioned for a pro troupe today. Felt good

Done. I need nicer stuff in my bath water

Day 3 done = instance 1

day 3 done. is my hair growing faster?

utter self-neglect

Week 1 done. 51 weeks to go. Is it causing me to think straighter? Hmmmmmmmm 2 goals complete this week…

day 3 no sugar

Rang and did it. Used professional help. So relieved. Clarity and organisation is coming through. Looking Forward to working from own place.

neglected. I neglect myself and my own needs far too much. I’ve learned this from my folks and I have to unlearn it. No more self-neglect.

looked at myself in mirror in shop. I’ve lost myself. My body. Time to find me again, lose weight and be the best I can be for me and for attracting my man and feeling good about myself for my man.

no chips day 3

day 2 done

did nothing towards this today

did nothing towards this today

did nothing towards this today

Did nothing toward this today

did nothing towards this today

Did nothing toward this today apart from thinking of quitting PT job on top of FT