What I have learned today: how to give up the judgment on myself that I am a loser and I am a failure.
I felt very depressed lately. I was beating myself really hard for being unable to pull myself together to make any significant improvements on the current situation.
So, the Tarot card I pulled today has really hit the nail on my head and here is the quote: “Accept the consequences of your decisions. Go through it, get it over with, and free yourself up for new pursuits.”
Yah, I am glad that I feel so much better and that I have decided to set up new goals that will help us overcome our difficult situation.
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Today’s assignment is to list all the things that are important to me.
Security – both emotionally and financially
Abundance
Success
Honor
Family
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It has been a week. I have never been so depressed since November last year. I have been playing a mother or babysitter for my husband and I cannot do that any longer. I am so exhausted and frustrated that I just want to drop dead to get the ideas crossed for him. How can he still sleep more than 10 hours a day knowing that we have thousands of dollars in inventory unsold and he get very little money from his family to support him. I go crazy whenever I think of this problem, but he does not seem to care at all! He does not even know how to write a resume. When I get back home at 11:00 p.m. after racing like a rat, I asked him to sit next to him so that we can work on his resume together. However, he felt asleep. I don’t see any drive in him to be financially independent. What the $#T!%>?
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