hailey80

...starts up again I want to weigh about 125lbs. I currently weigh 130lbs so I’m not that far off. I wish I could choose where I wanted the weight to come off of though. If I could.. it would definitely be from my upper arms. They are like friggin’ wings!! Once I weigh 125 I’ll only have five more pounds to go until I finish this goal.

When I think about it I’ve actually lost a good bit of weight over the last, what, two years? I don’t even think that. More like, year and a half. I used to weigh about.. 180? I don’t even remember. And I don’t feel any different. But people make a big deal out of it. Even one of my friends said that every time I see her I look like I lost weight. But it’s not like I’m thin. I still have wings, a little gut, and thighs. x.x

I’m having second thoughts about this goal.. I like knowing that I have the option of getting a tattoo, but I think that once I got it it’d just… lose it’s meaning to me, I guess. But if I ever decide to get a tattoo it will definitely be on my wrist.

[Basically my list of things I like, therefore, they make me happy. ^^ Oh, and these are in no particular order.]

1) Foreign dramas
2) Tofu
3) Chocolate Soy Milk
4) Knowing I ate healthy that day
5) Anime
6) Manga
7) Reading in general
8) Surfing the net
9) Music
10) Seeing my friends and family happy
11) Animals
12) Juicy apples
13) Vertical stripes
14) Polka dots
15) Doing anything [running, walking, dancing, singing, screaming, etc.] in the rain
16) Being able to look up at night to a starry sky and see the moon [I can’t do this where I live]
17) Being home alone [I just get so hyper!! If I’m at my grandparents I’ll get on the internet, talk nonsense out loud, sing, listen to music really loud… I find it fun x)]

...Whoa this is actually harder than I thought. I guess I have to choice but to continue this later!