halfwaylife

starting tommorow 3000yards wish me luck!!

sothat nakes n oficial 20 years excet i quit for two years really want to get back to it !!!

Im tired.. More fighting always my fault, im i a bad guy?, why do i allow my self to fall? maybe this time is over? maybe not, my son will suffer i cant end my life. must live for him, maybe he is my true love my Son. I want happines im young i think attractive . She always makes me feel ugly am I a cry baby for listening and believing No im a man men dont allow women to abuse theme, she doenst hit me she yust drains me my life. i try, i love her or do I?i dont know.I need love not sex, love i wanna make love want to feel wanted i wanna please and be pleased I want selfless love .but i have to love myself but i dont why im getting old fast need to live need to share , cant die not yet but im dead inside and lonelly ? need help me!!! NO!! need someone to listen thats all. Define true love ?if you know let me know cause i need some i think i need some.