hanklover

i need to get out of this town. even if it is the only place i know.

my hair is pretty long, its like to the bottom of my bra lol. i am getting like an inch off for summer, but then i am not cutting it for awhile

lol i need to do this, i am not really fat but i am trying to lose 10lbs… my sister is 2 years older than me, but she is also like an inch shorter and she weighs like 10lbs less than me! and plus i go down to this lake over the summer and my swimsuits are down there in my room and i havent put them on all winter so i am afraid they will not fit… but i will just have to wait til i go down there for the summer ahah, that will be embarrassing if they dont fit.

I HAVE TRIED TO DO THIS!!! lol twice i have, and i have found that if you do it you will need to be active, not just sitting around reading a book or something, and its easier if your outside or something

this is what i suffer from at school. but around my friends and at my house i am a maniac

Honestly, you just have to be yourself and not give a damn what other people think. Be proud of who you are, and dont let others tear you down. You will find someone that will love and respect you for who you are.

i daydream wayyyyy too much

omg there is no perfect pair of jeans!!! i can usually get some that fit well at target for cheap otherwise the ones that look good are from expensive places

hell yeah i would love to do this!!!! it would have to be over the summer, me and some of my friends, and we would have to do it somehow without our parents finding out lol

lol i did this over the summer and i went down this waterslide thing and jumped off this platform… good times

People tell me that Im just trying to ‘start something’ but really Im not… I just need to stop arguing sooooooo much

I am at about 130 right now and I would like to get down to atleast 120-125

I dont have any confidence, I have people tell me I am pretty and whatever and I have had guys like me, but I just dont believe it. I always have thoughts like ‘oh there just saying that because they feel sorry for you because your so ugly’ lol I know right? putting it down on here makes it seem stupid. But I dont really socialize only with my friends and I dont really talk to guys because its kinda awkward, I have never had a boyfriend and the only guy that I am actaully kinda comftorable around is this one gay guy(well i believe he is gay but he says he’s not) and some of my brothers friends. I guess if you really think about it, look at all the people that are popular and some of them arent even pretty but they have confidence so people dont look at there face they look at there soul. I was reading somewhere once that when you wake up you should look in the mirror and just say “I am beautiful” 5 times.

I can never look someone in the eye. I can for like 2 seconds then I look away because it just seems kinda weird… idk i dont want to people to think I am not friendly and stuff beceause i dont make eye contact, its just one of those things i dont do very well

I need to make more friends, I only have good friends in my classes that I just sit there and talk to only them. I dont really hang out with anyone, except my neighbor… who has been my best friend since second grade, but she has joined a club and now I never see her. I am trying to make plans with my few friends in my classes to go hang out, outside of school, and I need to be more social. My sister is my best friend, she is like the only person I hang out with because she can drive and blah blah blah, but now she has a boyfriend so we dont really hang out anymore.