I don’t want revenge or to hold grudges. I grew up in a home where never letting anything go was normal. I have never seen my mother forgive anyone for anything, that is not healthy. I want to be rid of any negative hate and anger and I want to make peace with the people that I despise most. I want to be able to lay my head down at night and feel nothing but peace.
hannahgs18's Life List
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1. open a bakery
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2. learn
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3. Leave things better than they were before I was there
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4. be more persuasive
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5. stop overanalyzing things
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6. Believe in something...
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7. party more
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8. sleep less
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9. Have an intelligent debate with someone
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10. take more roadtrips
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11. make a website
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12. get married
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13. get into better shape
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14. forgive and forget
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15. be more motivated
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16. Finish something that I have started!
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17. eat more watermelon
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18. learn belly dancing
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19. Have some sort of fun each day.
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20. Just be my (unique) self.
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21. Try being a comedian for a night
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22. Spend time living in another country
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23. write a love letter to a stranger
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24. learn Russian
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25. Rent an apartment with roof access
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26. Buy a house with lots of windows
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27. Kiss in the rain
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28. spend a night sleeping on the beach
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29. get a degree
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30. be an inspiration to somebody
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31. join a gym
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32. learn yoga
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33. finding happiness in myself
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34. eat less processed foods
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35. Finding a job that I actually enjoy
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36. take more photographs
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37. make a youtube video
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38. be more carefree
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39. befriend an Irish person
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I am not normally a romantic and I know that I’m too young for marriage, but I have found the person that I’m going to spend my life with. I don’t want for any chance to lose him to come up, so I think I might be subtly pressuring him to pop the question. I guess, I should revise this to “lay off of the getting married stuff” instead of “get married”.
I have a hard time with being myself around EVERYONE. Like most, I have those few select people that I feel comfortable enough to be myself around, but for most people I just stay on my guard. I suppose this would go hand-in-hand with not caring what people think about me, but the truth is, I don’t want to not care. Perhaps, i shouldn’t care as much, but to completely disregard other people’s feelings and opinions is impolite (which is a characteristic that I usually don’t possess). I guess, I should begin with surrounding myself with people that I think would accept me for me and not the front that I put on for my acquaintances.


