hannahiphop

One of the most important things to realize right now is how much we are not alone. I haven’t been on here in ages. I was tempted to write a daunting entry detailing how bad my picking is right now, what i hate the most about it, how i want to change. But if you want to know my story, pull pieces from yours. All of yours. Reading some of the past entries is like reading my own personal thoughts. I’m not ever giving up, guys. And I hope you can say the same. Please, no matter how many thousands of “last times” you have, because I know that’s how it goes, don’t give up. Ever.

...I was doing quite well till these weekend, my legs are a minor wreck.

Gonna get back into it (it being NOT picking).

My life is crazy right now.

But you know what? I’m sick of being all moody and not happy. Time to be happy.

I just picked at every single tiny thing I could find on my skin. Everywhere. Not even joking. When I couldn’t find something to pick at, I kept looking. I think I allowed it to be this bad because I know, I know that tomorrow it’s ending. Sunday, which I consider to be the first day of the week, is a fresh start. I’m not picking tomorrow. And not in the following days. It’s just one of those things that I KNOW has to happen, and will. I’m not even going to LOOK at my skin, guys. I’ll avoid looking at it completely, and this will help me avoid temptation. The next phase of my life is about to start, and it’s called the NO PICKING PHASE. Exciting. This is going to happen.

<3 ya’ll, be tough.
Sorry it’s been forever.
-Hannah