Right, so I kind over did it about a week ago, and decided to stop completely now. Obviously I don’t know the meaning of moderation.
So, I haven’t had a drink for a week now. Luckily I have friends that support me through this. I must say, I really miss beer. :P
Not smoking for 2 days now. This is not as tough as I thought. Yeah, I get a craving every now and then, but I am managing. :D
19 More days of struggling… That’s what I hear at least. :)
So yeah, I have to do this again. I was doing so well. But typical that when things started going well, I started thinking that I don’t need to go to meeting any more, so I stopped. That, I think, was one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made. This weekend I got completely trashed. My mom is not speaking to me now. I have the rest of the family so mad at me.
I HAVE to get my butt back into AA. I don’t think I’ll survive otherwise.
the stupid person I am, decided to just have one, and here I am, hooked again.
Yeah, it has been 3 weeks since my last drink. I thank the Lord for helping me. Also, I couldn’t have done it without the people at the AA.
Tonight I’m is my AA meeting. Hope all goes well. I have never been this nervous and exited at the same time. At least a friend said that she’ll come with me for support.
I haven’t been doing too well with this one. In fact, I have been coming to the conclusion that I do indeed have a serious problem. I need to start sorting out my life now.
I have wanted to do this, I have progressively started seeing more of my folks. It is now at once every second week, and twice every other. I think if it gets more than that, I’ll haver to move back in with them. Done :)
with the fact that sometimes I am going to upset people, and ok, sometimes I will have to apologise, but stuff doing so when I’m not the one at fault.
I think I can mark this off as done.
The same thing that got me to quit smoking has helped me improve my work ethic. I want to immigrate to Japan in the near future, and I can’t very well attempt working there when I’m still a lazy bastard at work.
I have actually been working my butt of as of late, all be cause of the above reason. :D
On Wednesday night my mom told me that she has cancer, and that she will be going into surgery to have it removed. It was then that I realised that I really don’t know how much time I still have with my folks, and from now on I am going to make every minute I spend with them count.
Starting Monday, my dad will be my permanent gym buddy. It’s not much, but it’s an hour out of every day that we are seeing each other and we can just chat about life in general.
As for my mom, this weekend I am going to suggest we meet for a drink every Wednesdeay and Friday. You know, to catch up on what’s happening in our lives.
I think that’s a good start :)
No more sitting on the net, or finding any other excuse not to do any actual work. Starting now, I am going to give all to my employer during work hours. Not only will I prove to them that they hired the right guy for the job, but if I really commit, they will let me start working flexy hours.
Nuff said.
