1) My parents: my mom for being who she is and what she does, my dad for making a great effort while recovering from a stroke. I’m so proud of both of them and the unconditional love they give me.
2) My pets, my guinea pigs Tobias and Tubi, Nina The Cat and the tortoises.
3) Piano lessons. I couldn’t ask for a better teacher now and at such a great price, but I consider the classes a luxury because of how enriching they are.
4) My apartment! It is home.
5) I’m living my life. I’m not sitting and whining, I DO and MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. I CHOOSE (even if I make mistakes).
Nov 09, 05:46PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
1) do not check his Facebook. When he admits he’s not interested in dating me, delete him.
2) do things to keep myself busy. Read all the interesting books I have bought. Go out with friends, be open to make new friends. Play the piano. Focus on my studies. Etc.
3) stop whining about this with friends. They have been very supportive and there’s nothing else they can say and do.
4) talk about this and my habit of dating emotionally unavailable men with therapist. Break the pattern to lead a healthy lifestyle.
5) date guys but don’t let anything happen until I REALLY know him and his intentions. Do not buy everything a guy says. Do not make excuses for his behaviour. Be more pragmatic and a heartless bitch. Let him chase me. Value myself. Don’t get hurt again please.
Jul 18, 09:08PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
I’m pathetic and I never learn.
I’m reading again the book “He’s just not that into you” to stop myself from sending him a text message, or through MSN.
But here I am, online on MSN hoping he’ll talk to me.
It hurts to really understand he’s not that into me and stop making excuses.
cries
Jul 18, 08:37PM PDT | 0 comments