happyvegemite

Yes! Victory :) I’ve finally completed this one! I really was in a whirlwind of love and confusion and couldn’t see past the fog and his very apparent flaws! Oh it feels so good to know that things can only really get better, I realise I deserve the best if i’m going to have a relationship, i’m not the kind of person to just settle for less.

well, what I would like in a partner isss..
kindness, great sense of humour, intelligent, someone I a can learn from, open minded, sexual chemistry! passionate, bit different thinks outside the box, loving, intense, mysterious.. bit of a sweet side but not too emotional, oh the list could go on and on.. ah i’m describing the perfect person and perfection is an impossible ideal.. ah wish me luck..

but yes, back to my goal.. I have seen him around and been really brief with him etc, I just don’t feel that all-consuming obsession with him anymore thank god, it was such a damaging relationship, based on lust! So yes, it’s nice to realise there are other options out there.

I talked and we kinda made up, but yeh what will be will be. I didn’t give him my number though and I said I didn’t want his new one, because yeh I don’t wanna go back to the frustrating communication with him…
but if we meet in the future and it’s right and things have improved well then.. yeah that’s good.. fate. x

Going strong! It’s been a week. Never turning back. Peace xxx