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hardrockfairy

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I'm doing 18 things
  

hardrockfairy's Life List

  2. 1. sing in a rock band
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		74 people
  3. 2. stop cutting myself
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		254 people
  4. 3. get help with my depression
    2 cheers     		4 people
  5. 4. be loved
    1 entry     		1,856 people
  6. 5. have a girlfriend
    		303 people
  7. 6. take japanese classes
    1 entry     		4 people
  8. 7. Learn Japanese
    1 cheer     		9,725 people
  9. 8. dye my hair bright purple
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		5 people
  10. 9. grow my hair longer
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		397 people
  11. 10. buy one x
    1 entry     		1 person
  12. 11. get better playing electric guitar
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		2 people
  13. 12. pierce my nose
    1 entry     		388 people
  14. 13. meet amy lee
    1 entry     		98 people
  15. 14. go to more concerts
    1 entry     		2,528 people
  16. 15. stop biting my nails
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		7,039 people
  17. 16. buy a pair of DC shoes
    1 entry     		3 people
  18. 17. Dye my hair black
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		320 people
  19. 18. Go to therapy
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		132 people
Recent entries
Go to therapy (read all 2 entries…)
parents 17 months ago

I love my parents, i really do, except they think their daughter is a happy go lucky girl who doesn’t know too much about “the real world.” How am i supposed to ask for therapy when they think this? the truth is i am very depressed and lately have been cutting every day. i think about suicide a lot and I’m not even 13 yet.
i know i really need a good adolescent therapist (i mean a therapist that specializes in youth) but I have no friggin idea how to ask for one.

Jun 04, 2008, 10:22AM PDT | 1 cheer | 5 comments


be loved
maybe i will be happier 18 months ago

it feels as though no one really loves me. theres a guy in my classes who follows me around and obsesses over me but he doesn’t respect me for me. I want to know someone who loves ME.

May 17, 2008, 05:40PM PDT | 2 comments


Do a good deed or something on my list every day for 30 days (read all 2 entries…)
uh uh 18 months ago

I wasn’t able too… damn i only lasted about a day. I will go back to it though when I’m less busy.

May 17, 2008, 05:03PM PDT | 0 comments


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