hardrockfairy

is feeling depressed



I'm doing 18 things
 

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  1. 1. sing in a rock band
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    74 people
  2. 2. stop cutting myself
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    254 people
  3. 3. get help with my depression
    2 cheers
    4 people
  4. 4. be loved
    1 entry
    1,856 people
  5. 5. have a girlfriend
    303 people
  6. 6. take japanese classes
    1 entry
    4 people
  7. 7. Learn Japanese
    1 cheer
    9,725 people
  8. 8. dye my hair bright purple
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    5 people
  9. 9. grow my hair longer
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    397 people
  10. 10. buy one x
    1 entry
    1 person
  11. 11. get better playing electric guitar
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2 people
  12. 12. pierce my nose
    1 entry
    388 people
  13. 13. meet amy lee
    1 entry
    98 people
  14. 14. go to more concerts
    1 entry
    2,528 people
  15. 15. stop biting my nails
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    7,039 people
  16. 16. buy a pair of DC shoes
    1 entry
    3 people
  17. 17. Dye my hair black
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    320 people
  18. 18. Go to therapy
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    132 people
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Go to therapy (read all 2 entries…)
parents 17 months ago

I love my parents, i really do, except they think their daughter is a happy go lucky girl who doesn’t know too much about “the real world.” How am i supposed to ask for therapy when they think this? the truth is i am very depressed and lately have been cutting every day. i think about suicide a lot and I’m not even 13 yet.
i know i really need a good adolescent therapist (i mean a therapist that specializes in youth) but I have no friggin idea how to ask for one.



be loved
maybe i will be happier 18 months ago

it feels as though no one really loves me. theres a guy in my classes who follows me around and obsesses over me but he doesn’t respect me for me. I want to know someone who loves ME.



Do a good deed or something on my list every day for 30 days (read all 2 entries…)
uh uh 18 months ago

I wasn’t able too… damn i only lasted about a day. I will go back to it though when I’m less busy.



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