harmonymoon




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  1. 1. tell my mom i love her
    19 people
  2. 2. help my kids with homework more
    1 person
  3. 3. stop texting so much
    7 people
  4. 4. go to hawaii
    1,680 people
  5. 5. learn self control
    41 people
  6. 6. become a runner
    287 people
  7. 7. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
    1,275 people
  8. 8. stop smoking
    3,102 people
  9. 9. kiss in the rain
    14,585 people
  10. 10. find my high school sweetheart
    11 people
  11. 11. go on a real date
    90 people
  12. 12. be more self confident
    136 people
  13. 13. Keep my house presentable
    13 people
  14. 14. drink more water
    19,064 people
  15. 15. to know who I am
    5 people
  16. 16. learn sign language
    7,708 people
  17. 17. talk to my brother more
    32 people
  18. 18. find a career, not a job
    9 people
  19. 19. stop picking
    1 entry
    93 people
  20. 20. be at a healthy weight
    14 people
  21. 21. go to the dentist
    1,026 people
  22. 22. get over the abuse
    6 people
Recent entries
stop picking
years and years 11 months ago

I dont remember when I started picking, I just know I always have. Its mostly on the back of my upper arms. No tank tops for me! I read a couple articles on dermotillomania ( think I spelled it right), and it was me to a T! But my insurance does not cover any psychological care to even try to get diagnosed. I am a 32 yr old Mom of 2 kids. I do not want them to end up the same as me…..picking for hours because I am stressed or even just tired. I dont want them to have the scars and constant scabs. I sit in my room or in the bathroom forever just searching and picking, and get excited when I get a “good one” and then day after day, week after week continuing to pick at that same sore to try and get the good one again. I have NEVER talked about this before. i dont know if I feel good letting it all out or not. We’ll see. But it’s nice to know I am not alone anymore




 

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