harriet2209

hey guys! see some new faces are on here… not written in over a week, been in hospital for 6days which hasn’t been good…still really poorly with glandular fever but got to come home today finally! it was interesting, a dietition came to see me and i’m actually been classed underweight. I have lost 6 pounds since being in hospital and i total of 1stone since i’ve been ill which sounds amazing but its all come off the wrong places!
I now have no boobs, you can see each of my ribs and my back bone is so boney.
My bum has no flesh on it at all and it hurts quite a bit to sit down on a hard chair…yet i still have a flabby tummy!!

Just some advice to people, please be really acreful coz i have realised since ebing ill that i need all the different foods to keep me well or have enough energy to get up in the morning. I couldn’t concentrate, i got in fights with my family and boyfriend over foods and i ended up going to bed at night feeling so rubbish anyway.

I’m glad i’ve lost weight yet i’m still pissed its come off all the wrong places! ok, my skinn jeans i paid a fortune for are now too big for me, i must ave lost inches off my waist and hips, but the flab is still there, and looking at my older sister and my mum, i think thats the way i’m always going to be.

I’ve realised that for things to change around my waist, which is where i was bothered about in the first place, i purely need to exercise and do a hard abdominal workout…going to wait till i’ a bit better though or it’ll write me off for a while!!

I’m glad to see everyone is doing well though and seem to be keeping up with their own lifestyle.

One thing i didnt like was my boyfriend coming up from london to see me in hospital yesterday…he was so shocked to see how much weight i’d lost (i’d not seen him for 4weeks) he really didn’t like it and that made me feel unattractive, not attractive…

i think i’m just going to try and stay healthy now rather than lose weight..i’ve never said how much i weigh on here ecause i thought people would think i was stupid for coming on here..

I’ll still blog about how i’m going, i want to put on a little weight now but tone my tummy.. i’d love to keep knowing how all you guys are doing though.

xxxx

don’t wrry leah everythin wil be fine! i’ve decided it’s because i have no faith in myself i just kind of give up befre i’ve even started. Just littleand often..thats the best way. Starving myself just makes me want food more so i eat every 2hours or so, just a chopped carrot or something, and if you take really little bites too and consciously chew it for way longer than usual you get bored of eating. I’ve found that these last few days.
Hope everyone’s doing ok, i hope afte this virus i’v lost a good few pounds! we’ll see next wekend though! x

...really not doing too well.
I said to myself that this week was a right-off but i keep putting off the day to start the new diet!
I’m not too well and haven’t eaten all that much, just some mashed banana (with cream and sugar though! – mum made it and sat and watched me eat it)
then we had a mother’s day dinner with all the grandma’s and in-laws and i had a little but being poorly gives you a good excuse to not eat!
i like to think i’ll lose weight just lying in bed basically nil by mouth, but when my gma comes round with loads of food and sits on your bed while you eat its pretty hard!
Excuses excuses.
Didn’t bother weighing myself today, i’d only be depressed. I think i’ve gained. Hpefully though, next week will make me happier!
Keep going everyone, let us all know how you’re doing!
xx