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PLEASE SET ME FREE
Let me be free
Let me be with the person I love
You don’t understand
No one can, I’m so mad right now
I don’t even want to hear your voice
You trapped me as a daughter
You locked me as a child
I’m growing up to know just hate
You scream you shout
I don’t think there love in the world
Not enough for me and you to keep
Yes once apron a time I loved you
Yes I thought you were a great mom
But reality came to me
You show only hate when dad left
You forgot what love was
You treated me like I was the one who left
But I had to stay at your side
Because I thought I was keeping you alive
But now I notice I’m just dragging you down to death
I say I hate you to the ones I love the most
But there’s no love in this household
Do we have to pretend we’re nothing more then a happy family
When things seem to go wrong
I’m not alone
But sometimes your words make me feel that way
I’m the reason we’re all this way
Because you forgot we love you
And at time when we are mad
You have to bring up “love”
And we don’t want to hear it
Cause there’s no love inside of you
It all faded when dad left
You take us for granted
Mom we will grow up
And you will know how much pain
You put us through
But I know I can not banish you
Because there is still love inside of me
For you
But it fades every time you yell
It’s all my fault
That our lives are wrong
Time will change everything
In a way
We’ll get older
Maybe we’ll forget your name
For a second
If you do still have love inside
It’s all a matter of time
Before it fades
I’ll be free
Maybe God will bring me back to you
But I can not wait for you to
Unlock that lock and let me be the woman I’m becoming
Let this child of yours grow up
Yes dad left
And you’re stuck with us
Maybe you don’t need us anymore
And maybe it’s all my fault that our lives are wrong
Time is passing
Life will fade for both of us
I want to know love again
I don’t want to feel alone anymore
But your making it this way
It’s the doing of hate
Where’s the mom I knew
Where did the love go
Why am I here
I want to be set free
It’s not you
It’s all because of me
That our lives are ruin
If I wasn’t here
Everything in your life would be alright
But I’m here ruining your life
Maybe I’ll die and your life will be at peace
I hate it when I make you cry
I don’t want you to know I’m in love
But you made me lose it
With your screams
He’s gone away from me
Mom I’m not like you
I can handle my heart getting break
My love will not be losted
I’ll still have you
And if in the future my heart breaks
I know I’ll have you to comfort me
It’s all my fault that life is wrong
You blame me for dad’s mistake
Please set me free
Don’t you I’m changing for you
Moms there are times where I wish you die
But most of the time I wish I would die
So my family find its love
Things will changes
In a way
Maybe my death will set it right
But maybe when my freedom doses come
It will be death
If I just shut my mouth
When I’m home
The shouts will fade
And love will return
It’s all a matter of fate
Set me free
Than love will come
When I’m gone
Set me free
So I can go at peace
Tell me things you don’t understand of me
Maybe I can tell you why
Just let me be free
Marianna Montoya
