haze333




I'm doing 18 things
 

haze333's Life List

  1. 1. help advance progressive causes
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    17 people
  2. 2. volunteer my time
    124 people
  3. 3. find a girlfriend
    989 people
  4. 4. go to bed earlier
    1,613 people
  5. 5. make a music video
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    560 people
  6. 6. sing everyday
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    44 people
  7. 7. take more hallucinogens
    1 entry
    14 people
  8. 8. Stop being depressed
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    504 people
  9. 9. go camping
    2,505 people
  10. 10. learn to play conga's
    7 people
  11. 11. clean my apartment
    369 people
  12. 12. get a cat
    869 people
  13. 13. Grow a cactus
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    2 people
  14. 14. have a garden
    786 people
  15. 15. Read one book a month
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    705 people
  16. 16. Make new friends
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    12,775 people
  17. 17. bungee jump
    3,436 people
  18. 18. create great fractal art
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2 people
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sing everyday
Untitled 22 months ago

Singing always makes the rest of my day much brighter and happier. I’ve recently stopped (and now started again) singing. My voice is ok, I give it a 6/10, which isn’t bad. It is a good cure for the blues. I also find that after a few drinks my voice sounds even better.. try it! =D



paint a picture (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 22 months ago

done, I’m proud of how it came out.



Stop being depressed
Sighing on the inside. 23 months ago

I have been struggling from depression for almost ten years now. But recently I have gotten worse. I live by myself for the first time and all the time being inside my head is bad for me I think. I can’t help but hate myself, even though I am quite intelligent and also do creative expressive work. I know there are good things about me, I really do, but I can’t help being depressed. I’m tired of the frowns I get and I’m tired of people doing anything they can to get away from me.
My family are supportive and the few friends I have are supportive, but I still can’t seem to get over this. I’m going to start taking pills soon. I hope that helps, because if it doesn’t I don’t know what I will do to myself.
All I can do is sigh.



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