I’m still not clear on what my dream means, but I will say that I’m not exactly in a good way, of late, and my unconscious is more or less occupying the domain of my everyday. It’s like the content of my dream life has migrated into the field of my waking life, and I am presented with a unique opportunity, of actually working through this.
I am someone who depends on my sleeping quite alot. My dreams are often very instructive, signally issues that are coming down the pike. This old freind of my mine has been appearing quite a lot in my dreams of late – and I have just as bad a vibe about her good intentions as I did when I ended the friendship. However, change really can be quite difficult – lonely, isolating, antagonistic – a really vulnerable state.
I digress. But I’m looking forward to getting some insight from my dreams.
Nov 19, 01:28AM PST | 0 comments
Feel alot of anxiety about this that I will have to work through.
Nov 19, 01:23AM PST | 0 comments
Standing up for myself is, I am realizing, about doing exactly that. And I need to keep this more top of mind than I have been doing, because I do have a habit of rolling over and playing dead, just to avoid the bother of conflict and confrontation – which I don’t fear, but which strikes me as pretty pointless, for most part. However…standing up for myself has nothing to do with fighting, or asserting myself, or being aggressive. It’s just a matter of standing up, for myself, at all times, no matter what – and if I do happen to get knocked over, thrown off balance, or end up on my ass in any other fashion, I will remember to stand up. Because it is my right and my responsibility to do so.
Why does it feel so unnatural?
Nov 19, 01:22AM PST | 0 comments
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