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I have been sad for quote a while. most recently, fo rht epast 2 1/2 years, it has been because of a bad/unhealthy relationship that I have been in. The relationship took me through a cycle of highs( when I would see him and we were on good terms) and lows (when he was not speaking to me and was pursuing other people). I am hurting so much right now. I jsut want to be hapy but I am having trouble seeing a way out of this. It is beyond just this relationship but the relationship has been the catalyst for my misery. I really don’t want to go through this anymore, I want out.

Oddly enough, this site is the reason for the downfall of my last relationship. I obviously can’t blame everything on 43 things. But, it was the center stage of the beginning of the end.

Now, I am here 2 years later to say. I’m sorry, I’m not sorry. I’m hurting, I am not hurting. I am crying, I am not crying. It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. I know that this means nothing to anyone on this site.

I am done… I can’t do it anymore. I was so in love, but its over.