I'm doing 12 things
no weed and great
2 weeks ago
Keeping away from it. Everyday, I feel great about it. Perspectives follows when I am off it.
heaven65's Life List
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1. quit weed
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2. be in a relationship
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3. write a non-fiction book
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4. be more confident
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5. make new friends
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6. be a more pleasant person
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7. handle my brother better
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8. learn to love and take care of my self better
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9. be financially independant and more stable
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10. be a calmer and more contented person
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11. figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life
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12. handle my mother better
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Recent entries
moving on.
2 weeks ago
finally I am getting a sense of moving after what seems like weeks of agony. Things move so fast some time you cannot get your head around them.
I did speak to A yesterday after close to two weeks. She still seems bitter; and I am not sure at what. The last time we spoke we did exchange some harsh sms messages and I did no think we will ever speak again.
I called her at work and and after speaking for a few minutes a customer came into her shop so she hung up. And never returned the call. for me it is a clear sign that she does not want to encourage me to keep calling her. And I too do not want to do so, especially now that she has married her ex and hope things will get better in her life.
3 days and counting
2 weeks ago
didn’t smoke since the 17th of June and I intend to keep it this way. Its amazing how everything gets clear – at work, in relationships, general outlook on life, once you stop smoking.
