It seems like I am now at another threshold. I have been in this relationship since last September (2008) and it seemed wonderful. But it looks like it is no more.
heaven65's Life List
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1. quit weed
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2. figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life
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3. be a calmer and more contented person
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4. be financially independant and more stable
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5. learn to love and take care of my self better
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6. handle my brother better
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7. be a more pleasant person
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8. make new friends
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9. be more confident
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10. write a non-fiction book
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11. be in a relationship
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12. handle my mother better
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Recent entries
Well, I relapsed and all the consequences of it has followed: slowdown at work, neglected friendships and relationships, financial trouble, low energy, and just a general unhappiness and bleakness.
I intend to quite again. And hopefully this time I will be able to stay clean
