So I’ve just figured out the most awesome christmas present! yayy
Truly from the heart
Now I just have to purchase all the items and put my creativity into work again! Truly it has been too long since I created.
I feel so Heavy in my chest though. It isn’t easy to be without him. He Went half across the World today for a week or so and I am in physical Pain! It feels like a part of my heart is missing. It isn’t enough Walking around the house in his t-shirt, wearing the necklace he gave me, thinking about him all the time, dreaming about him almost every night. I want him Close! I want him to squeeze me tight, I want to smell his after shave and hear him whisper “I love you” in my ear.