hefty

Rip my chest open to start the storm.
Blood falls like rain. Healing all those scorned.
Allowing their souls to be reborn.

When clouds start to take the skies.
Try to embrace the serenity.
Faith like lightning striking down.
Hope like hail crushing your fears.
I let the rain bleed from my heart.
Slowly cleansing your soul.
Let the rain make you whole.
Sin putting your mind on hold.
Tempting you soul to stray.

Rip my chest open, My heart is the storm.
My blood falling like summer rain.
Healing all those scorned.
Your soul has been reborn.

Thunder yelling as if to mourn.
Serenity in its simplest form.
Innoscence of a child just born.
Screaming cause my heart is torn.

Another day without you here.
Another day without my dear.
An endless pit of misery.
A lonly day is all I see.
A puff of smoke, another toke.
I hope you know Im not a joke.

Its far too late to turn back now.
I’ve come too fare to turn away.
Sunset brings reality to my dreams.
I know today you forgot about me.

Does it make you feel guilty?
All of my ambitions are gone.
Deaths had takes me swiftly.
Everythings finally done.
Will anyone even miss me?

You left me with nothing but whispers.
They sing the sad song of yesterday.
As I skim through your pictures,
They slowly fade to grey.

So I douse myself with gasoline.
I flood my house in kerosine.
I’ll burn away those memories.
Everything that meant a shit to me.

Its too late to turn back now.
I’ve come too far to turn away.
Sunset brings end to the day.
The day that you forgot yourself.

By the time that you get here, I died.
Depends on how fast my skin burns.
The smoke irritates the lungs and eyes.
What the fuck do you think of my goobye?

These are thoughts trapped in my head.
Yea these are things I never said.
I wright them down as not to speak,
Of all these things that make me weak.
You where my dear but now your not.
I wish I’d learn these things Im tought.

Im out of school but still I learn,
Of all these things that make me yearn.
I search for pain, thats what I know.
I hide it all, I’ll never show.
You know me well, I know you too.
But I dont know now what to do.

Pain is how I know Im alive.
So pain is what on yet I thrive.
So will you end my world today?
Or did I throw it all away?

I waited so long for only you.
So many years, the lies and tears.
Secrets still kept, they escape and kill.
Please numn this pain, you never will.

When oh when will you come to me?
And when oh when will you finlly see,
Just who I am, just how I feel.
And everything else you thought was me.