helenr002004

I am almost 30 and I am still searching for the fairy tale ending. I have experienced every type of bad relationship that there is. My father tells me that for some reason, I can always find a way to pick the worst ones. It seems that I am only attracted to the guys that I know right off the bat will either lie to me, cheat on me, or even worse. When I’m with these guys I seem to always pour my entire heart into the relationship even though I know I will end up getting burned. However, I have a friend, who has been with me through thick and thin and he is wanting something more. I am attracted to him, but for some reason every time the word relationship comes out of his mouth, I do everything possible to distance myself from him. I fight so hard to push him away. Why is that? I was just wondering if anyone has any advice on how to let go and take a chance with him.