helpmejesus

Many might say its crazy you never meet someone from far away from you and end getting to visit that person. Well for me I have found someone about half a year ago now and I never forgot about her but thought that for sure she may have forgotten about me. What we both or at least i did not expect was teh maturity we both have taken in the Lord. This girl is trruly sold out to Christ and all she talks about is teh Lord and what He has doen in her life. Me i feel as if i have met a great friend and i do not intend ever losing contact with her. I also will try not to fall for her because i need my focus to remain on Christ but then again i do not want to say no to destiny so therefore i could say that i do like her but first because i know she is sooooo in love with God so she is not concerned with tomorrow i feel as if i could learn many things form her myself. Thank you Kate i can not wait till we meet and if never do here on earth then we will in heaven. Stay sweet and do not ever allow anything or anyone to come in between you and God. I have work today and Happy 4th i hope you have a great day take care and Bless God. I say that because God has blessed us its time for us to bless Him and return the love that He has shown for us back to HIm. Peter if you read hope you have a great time at Disney WOrld take care man Love ya in the Lord and stay strong and wise.

I had an interestting day at work as some cashier dragged me to go meet this young girl. Her name was Stephani. It did not take long for to realize that i was now a prime suspect for a match making scheme. I felt uncomfortable and me and Stephani talked but not long i do not know if she was embarassed or if i was just that unbearable. She was laughing and giggling but honestly I do not even want or need a relationship with a girl at this moment in my life. It sounds nice but I just do not think i could care about a girl the way she way want me to care. At the moment my Jesus sounds like the best thing for me and He is the one that gives me everything i need not want. If He wants me to have a relationship with a girl then He will put that desire in me other than that i just do not like dating around. I want to find soemthing solid…..

I am just not satisfied with my walk with G-d. It seems stagnant and its not really its just I want so much more of Jesus. help i am goign crazy here. I just want to be abel to get deeper and deeper in HIs presence and worship HIm. As i was outside gazing at the stars tonight i could not even play my guitar because i was just looking at His creation and then i said to myself nothing because God is so far beyond my mind i can not even fathom. So if any Heart felt Christians read this pray that God would increase HIs love in me and through me so more may be one to His kingdom…..