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RELAY FOR LIFE
Relay For Life Anchorage, Alaska 4 weeks ago

The relay was great, this was the first time that I stayed for the whole 24 and it was a lot of fun.

Our team sold ‘lap trackers’ to help people count how far they walked during the Relay. The best part about the whole thing was that I got to meet a lot of awesome people :). I posted some pictures and blogged about it…

http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=53239722&blogID=406196433


read more poetry
The Need of Being Versed In Country Things (Robert Frost) 1 month ago

The house had gone to bring again
To the midnight sky a sunset glow.
Now the chimney was all of the house that stood,
Like a pistil after the petals go.

The barn opposed across the way,
That would have joined the house in flame
Had it been the will of the wind, was left
To bear forsaken the place’s name.

No more it opened with all one end
For teams that came by the stony road
To drum on the floor with scurrying hoofs
And brush the mow with the summer load.

The birds that came to it through the air
At broken windows flew out and in,
Their murmur more like the sigh we sigh
From too much dwelling on what has been.

Yet for them the lilac renewed its leaf,
And the aged elm, though touched with fire;
And the dry pump flung up an awkward arm;
And the fence post carried a strand of wire.

For them there was really nothing sad.
But though they rejoiced in the nest they kept,
One had to be versed in country things
Not to believe the phoebes wept.


Practice Mindfulness daily
I never really understood it until... 4 months ago

I had read a few books on mindfulness but never truly understood how to put it into practice until I ran across this video on YouTube:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=3nwwKbM_vJc

It’s still a struggle, but at least I’ve been pointed in the right direction now…


read a book a week this winter (read all 2 entries…)
Overture To Acts Of Murder 8 months ago

Right now I’m reading this book called ‘Leap Into Darkness’ by Leo Bretholz. It’s a true story about a Jewish boy who evaded the Nazis and survived the Holocaust by crisscrossing Europe.

Awesome book. The best thing about it isn’t the story itself, but the striking insights of this young man caught in the insanity of those times:

I stood at the edge of one crowd, held back from interfering, yet knowing there was nothing I could do to stop the cruelty. I watched people on their hands and knees forced to scrub the street. They kept their eyes downcast in fear and humiliation. I glanced nervously about and wondered if some bullies might come for me. Those on their knees struggled for some sense of dignity; I watched them, because to turn away was to cease witnessing the overture to acts of murder.

‘overture to acts of murder.’ To me those words are a reminder of what the true implications of prejudice are. And how important it is to be real about prejudice in my own life and within myself.

Murder can take different forms. You can murder someone physically. You can kill their spirit. Or strip them of their humanity. This book illustrates in heartbreaking detail how the Nazis became experts in all the many shades of murder.


read a book a week this winter (read all 2 entries…)
... 8 months ago

A sad tale’s best for winter.

The Winter’s Tale, 2.1 (Shakespeare)


make the spare bedroom a functional space. or die trying.
We don't even use most of that stuff... 8 months ago

It’s a nightmare in there. We don’t even use most of that stuff. It’s time to get rid of all that old furniture and junk and start over.


view the world from a different perspective every day for a month
The best songs/books/movies... 8 months ago

I want to be inspired in life. I want to see things differently.

The most life-changing songs and books and movies challenge you to view the world from new perspectives. What if you actively sought out this kind of experience in your day to day life?


journal daily
At least one word... 8 months ago

I want journal writing to be a daily habit for me. Like coffee in the morning. Or checking email. I plan on writing something in a journal every single day that I can get to it…even if it’s just one word or sentence.

It’s hard to imagine something that’s so easy, yet can do so much to enrich life. I’ll mark this goal as ‘done’ when I reach for my journal on a daily basis without even thinking about it. Good luck to everybody else who’s trying this too :)


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