I'm doing 22 things
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1 day ago
This small dark space, looks like a much brighter room now :)
himyheartisbroken's Life List
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1. get contacts
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2. exercise
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3. Live and let live
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4. go to the doctor
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5. grow my hair out
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6. control my anxiety.
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7. Beat my depression
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8. trust again
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9. Meditate on Compassion
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10. be confident
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11. make love, not war
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12. learn how to check the oil and water in my car
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13. Volunteer
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14. be grateful
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15. learn how to cook and then actually cook
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16. let go
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17. let him go
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18. take myself out for dinner
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19. work the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous
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20. learn yoga
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21. get lasik
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22. stop smoking
2 cheers2,472 people
Recent entries
letting go.
1 day ago
by simplifying things even more. I’ve been attracted to reading about different philosophies and religions, especially Zen Buddhism and Tao. Letting go is a lifelong process, and I don’t expect quick results but I’m definitely one small step closer to finding my true nature.
Perhaps depression is simply my identity.
I choose not to take my anti-depressants, and keep searching within myself for strength…for what!?
I’m tired and sleepy most of the time but at least I’m not feeling self-destructive.
I don’t know what to say.
I’m much wiser and bitter.
