if i could go back there would be so many things i would do difrently so many i would call my dad at least once a week i would be a better pearson instead of just a burden. there are so many mistakes i would fix if only it were posible.
chris campbell's Life List
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1. go back in time
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2. see a panda bear
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3. Make my parents proud
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4. Worry less.
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5. Stop being so lonely
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6. make the world a better place
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7. stop animal abuse
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8. become better at small-talk
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9. Find what i was born to do
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10. Pat a tiger
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11. be a published writer
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12. learn to speak fluent spanish
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13. LEARN PALM READING
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14. Sky Dive and Hang Glide
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15. face my fears
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16. bungie jump
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17. Pick up the damn phone and call my dad
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18. express my love rather than hide it in fear of rejection.
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19. Help someone every day
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20. Go on a real adventure
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21. Learn Japanese
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22. not hate
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23. be happy with who I am
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24. Be Understood
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25. become a hacker
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26. Not care what people think about me
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27. learn how to type fast without looking at the keyboard
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28. Have my first kiss
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29. learn chinese
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30. Stop being the kid everyone laughs at and calls a loser.
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31. stop swearing
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32. To live instead of exist
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33. gain weight
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34. follow the sunset, until I find where I belong, the place where the sun begins to rise and morning finds me
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35. Work out more
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36. stop wasting time
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37. Impact someone else's life
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38. Cure depression
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39. have more friends
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40. stop being so sad
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41. Go on my first date
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42. Get enough courage to ask the girl i like out.
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Third time 0 hugs. The part that upsets me the most is that if this were anyone else there would be much better results. No matter how much i try to change it the fact still remains that if i were to just disapear and never return i wouldnt have to worry about hurting anyone. In a way that gives me freedom but u would trade all the freedom in the world just to feel as if i was wanted in this world and not just a hopeless burden.
I wish i could go to a place were there was no stress, no tears no sounds of cars. A place were no one would call you a freak or a loser and tell you that your a worthless pile of shit and will never amount to anything. Somewere in the mountains like a monestary were it was no hate, no anger just peace and then maybe i could feel like life wasent a waste, maybe then i would be able to sleep without the fear of dieng alone and worthless. The chances of that are small but i can always hope.
