i folded last night…after weeks of not picking i sat in the bathroom for about 2 hours picking. :(. I need to stop this. i know i can. i’m going to start being more active. and i’m going to set time limits for the bathroom and force myself to avoid mirrors. i can do this. i know if i could stop picking i would just be soo much happier and feel so much more confident.
hollygolightly8's Life List
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1. write in my journal more
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2. have beautiful skin
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3. kiss someone i love
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4. read breaking dawn
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5. have my own personal style
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6. get a tattoo
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7. love my body
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8. be in a movie
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9. get him to fall in love with me
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10. pray more
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11. have more self confidence
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12. learn italian
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13. stop picking
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14. Fall in love at first sight
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15. give guys a chance
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16. write a graphic novel
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17. go to canada this summer
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18. have a penpal
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19. start a blog
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20. sleep better
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21. visit santorini, greece
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22. dress cute everyday
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23. keep my dorm clean
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24. draw more
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25. do better in school
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26. write a book
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27. get a dog
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28. send a postcard to postsecret
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29. play my guitar more
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30. workout more
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31. go skydiving
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32. be a bartender
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33. be nice to everyone
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34. travel
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35. learn to cook
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36. figure out what i want to do with my life
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37. lose 5 more pounds
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38. design my own clothes
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39. go to a dave mathews concert
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40. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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How I did it: i like to sing. and i have always wanted to record a video of me singing and playing guitar on youtube. i knowww like a lot of people do this. but i really wanted to!! haha. so i did. I did a cover of the song Boats and Birds by gregory and the hawk, because it is a beautiful song and i wanted to sing it for my good friend molly who was killed in a car accident. It's not excellent or anything! but i tried! It kind of sucks though cause… Read how I did it…
How I did it: i got out my drawing stuff...drew my outline...inked the line art...and then colored with prisma color markers! i tried to make it as closs to me as a little cartoon can be! i even drew it in what i was wearing. It didn't take long maybe a hour or 2. It's a fun thing to do when you have some free time! i have a cute little cartoon verson of my self now! and it was done by me!! I'm posting a picture of it... i drew a full body but its jus… Read how I did it…
i don’t know why i pick! it’s so weird…but i will pick my arms so badly when there is like nothing there. :(. i’m so embarassed by it. i’ll go long periods with out doing it and then…sit in my bathroom for hours and just destroy my shoulders. i always thought i was alone and that i was just really messed up. i started when i was younger and just have not been able to breakt he habit. it’s good to know other people are trying to break this habit too!
i like to kiss.
and i’m good at it.
but out of the many men i’ve kissed…none have ment anything.
and i end up feeling bad about it.
i’ve led many guys on only to break their hearts.
next time i kiss someone i want it to be someone i loveee!

