I'm doing 12 things
well, we were going out for 3 months or so, but i was having a bad week and dumped him… n i feel so bad… i thought about him ALL summer while he was in army training… n i talked to him n idk… IK he still likes me… but idk wats gonna happen… he says if he dies while hes in the army he wants me to have the flag off his casket… and i told him not to talk stupid… its just i care soooo much…. idk y i didnt keep him.. i just wasnt thinking… i miss him sooooo freaking much… hes my baby….....
hondagurl29K46L's Life List
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1. stop cutting myself
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2. To live instead of exist
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3. join the army
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4. go back in time
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5. find my sister
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6. Visit Germany
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7. visit all 50 states
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8. go out with him
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9. idk
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10. be emancipated
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11. become a firefighter
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12. get him back
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How I did it
It made me
fabulous 
How I did it: idk... rocking out durring 3 days grace and a mosh pit opened in front of me... decided i wanted to be in... some chick started w/ me... i punched her in the face and broke her nose, and made her spit out 2 teeth...ROCK ON Read how I did it…
It made me
all good emotions
How I did it: I started riding dirt bikes when i was 3 yrs old. When i was a little older rode a bike w/ a clutch... did that for the longest time... when i turned 13 my dad let me test drive the Rocket and the Harley... and since Ive been riding so long i knew how to do it... Everyone says im a natural...if you really want to do it, DONT GIVE UP... If u cant do... keep trying... its not that hard, you'll get it-coming from a 14 yr old Read how I did it…
Recent entries
:'(
3 months ago
again… its been awhile.. n i thought i was done… but idk… the 1 person that i thought would always b there 4 me… ijdfk… im soo confused… im freaking.. im bleeding.. im dead inside… it doesnt hurt nemore… i had 1 feeling left and it died. i am a bad person… ijdk….please can you help… i wanna stop this, but i dont know how….......
AGAIN!!!
10 months ago
another slip up, i came across the bag of shit i packed away, it was hard to not cut w/ out, i would then use a knife, i found the bag and cut myself 9 time… this time it was a BIG slip up that accounted in 11 stiches… i really need the help, i want it, but i dont want to go through some stupid program… i just feels so good, like liberation, watching the blood gush out is a thrill… can someone please give me advise, i want to stop, really bad….
