April

It was fun, I might do it again, but ony after I get into better shape!

Got my ambien, sweeet

Yeah, this should do it!

I love my cynicism, I do. But I want people to see me as a positive person/energy in their lives. I had a boss who is such an amazing woman, always smiling…despite having chronic pain, she was always a positive light in my day and my life. And sometimes when I get bummed, I think of Pam and her smile and how she made me feel. I want to have THAT effect on people.

Life has been so insane since we moved here. We bought this house 7 months ago and never socialize with our neighbors who are all friends, and friendLY! I wish my husband would let me invite them over. We knew all of our neighbors growing up. I miss that.

I have a friend who never complains, sees the brighter side of things almost every time…and without effort or thinking about it. I envy that about him. I need more people like that around me.

Finally, I’ve done it. I am in school, getting straight A’s and loving it. I hope to learn lots and change lives. I will be a licensed massage therapist shortly after the summer of 2012 ends!!

My boyfriend proposed on Christmas morning, we had no idea for a date, but then decided (lots of factors) to get married literally wthing 48 hours at the courthouse and do the big ceremony before friends and family in one year on the same date. It’s been AWESOME!

I got off all my medications!! Ambien was the toughest, though…the withdrawl was HORRIBLE! But I’ve done it.

I did the HCG diet and dropped 30lbs and it feels amazing!!!

Since I was a little girl, one thing in my life that has never changed is my desire to own a horse and/or my love of horses. I was a vet tech for years, sold verterinary pharmaceuticals and specialized in equine pharma for over 4 yrs. It is one of my number one dreams!

I just signed up for postcrossing.com and cannot wait to talk to people all over the world!!

I am going through a hella time right now and I want to sidestep from completing the tattoo I am working on getting completed and get a tattoo I already have pre-planned/in the works of a phoenix rising out of the flames/ashes. I need it as inspiration!

I had gastric bypass surgery years ago…and nothing I do will make “it” go away…. I’d be happily “pleasantly plump” with a little nip/tuck!!

I want someone to be madly in love with me back!

WHo kisses just as well, but has way more making him the better package!

And the L’arc de Triomphe in the day time…And eat bread and sip wone.

This goal just doesn’t have the appeal it used to. Way too much money for a pair of shoes, lol

This is never gonna happen, I am just not logical enough.

Lived alone, it was kinda nice, kinda lonely. I think I orefer living with someone!