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stop overeating (read all 3 entries…)
motivation.. 19 months ago

i do not need to eat anything before dinner.. i don’t. I’m not even hungry so there is no reason for me to eat. no reason. stop thinking about pigging out. i’ll have to tell everyone how bad i pigged out if i do.. and that will suck… so just dont. i don’t need to eat because I’m not hungry…



stop overeating (read all 3 entries…)
reasons 19 months ago

there are always reasons why we do things.. try to identify what your reason is for overeating. whether its boredom, eating for satisfaction, eating cus your sad, etc, try to find out what it is!! i find that it is really helping me



stop pulling my eyelashes out (read all 4 entries…)
goal: 19 months ago

to have eyelashes by the end of summer.. and to keep them for grad goddammit! i am going to find a better way to deal with my stress.. and try to change my actual behaviour patterns. i have some work set out for me



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
i guess that's why..! 19 months ago

I am finding this goal one of the hardest things to do!! and i found out why. i have an overeating disorder! i didn’t completely realize it but i knew my eating habits weren’t right. i generally eat healthy, but i eat way too much. if i wasn’t as active as a am, i would be obese (SCAREY!!). i think i will go in for behavioral therapy. 80% of the time it is supposed to work for overeaters, so here i go…



stop pulling my eyelashes out (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 19 months ago

trying and failing is better than not trying at all ppl. dont give up! i know of one person that has beat their trichotillamania. we can do this.



stop overeating (read all 3 entries…)
anyone interested? 19 months ago

does anyone know of a good support group online? or maybe even we should set one up; like encourage one another and share tips and common problems, etc. Anyone with me or interested?? this is a problem, and time doesn’t exactly stop for us to fix it. no time to fix it like the present…



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
wow. 21 months ago

man i looked in the mirror this morning, and i mean i REALLY looked, and what i saw, i didn’t like at all.. i mean it’s a wonder i haven’t died of a heart attack yet or something. i saw my body for what it was, for real. it sucked.i didn’t know that i was that fat! guess i have a little more motivation now….



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
Untitled 21 months ago

does anyone know of a good yoga video for beginners?? i really loved yoga when i tried it but the place i went to closed down
:(.. sides it was soo beneficial to me! during some of my workouts i would burn like 600 cals.. that’s why i would love to try it again



stop pulling my eyelashes out (read all 4 entries…)
progress 21 months ago

slowly.. very very slowly i am making some progress! i’ve got gel nails right now that keep me from picking the little growing stubs.. it helps so much!! my goal is to have eyelashes for my synchro competition, which is in a couple of months..this is going to be hard. alright, good luck people; there IS hope :)



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
okay back on track again.. 21 months ago

So i started eating healthier just under a month ago and i’v lost about 3 pounds.. not that great but not bad either seeing as it’s quite hard for me to change my lifestyle alot.. haha must think baby steps!!! I kinda went a little wild last week and took a diet vacation lol -whoops. it’s okay though, the damage isn’t too bad, i think i lost a little muscle tone :( well i guess i’ll just move on, done is done! the thing is is that i’m not defeated until i say i am! – i’ve been back again on my healthy diet for 2 days now – yay for me for coming back :) good luck everyone! *remember perseverance ppl



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
Untitled 21 months ago

I don’t really know what’s happening with my wieght, but it appears that i have magically lost another pound.. after eating out last night. my weight seems to be bouncing all over the place these last couple of days and i have no idea why… i wiegh at the same time in the morning everyday, before i drink or eat anything. i think it might be attributed to gaining some muscle mass but i just don’t know what’s going on. What i do know though is that i feel really good from exercising almost everyday :).



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
wow.. 22 months ago

well.. this losing wieght section is being taken over by people who only think that they need to lose wieght.. huh. none of my business what you guys do, but jeez u piss me off sometimes! I’m like trying my best and then i see someone that is the same hieght as me… and wieghs SIXTY POUNDS lighter than me and is whining about how gross their body is… and i’m not that incredibly fat…. I’m doing this for my health, but man it really doesn’t help the self esteem to see so many people that are in the normal range distressed out of their minds about their “fat” bodies. Makes me feel like a huge freaking whale.. Thanks guys. In any case I hope that those who feel the same way i do don’t get too down on themselves. And i know that the rest of you didn’t mean to hurt anyone else.. Peaceout peeps n have a wonderful day.



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
Untitled 22 months ago

Wooo HOOO! I’m still going good! i lost another pound and a half. I haven’t wieghed this much for years! i’m so stoked… i feel so much better now that i’ve been eating healthy foods and watching my calories.. man i tried to eat a donut yesterday, but i couldn’t even finish it because it was too sweet. how awesome is that I’m almost off the sugar train :)



meditate (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 22 months ago

I’m not quite doing as well as i wanted with meditating but at least i’ve started meditating right before i fall asleep…which often helps me fall asleep because im an insomniac.. ciao for now n peace out peeps!



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
metabolism?? 22 months ago

does anyone have any suggestions to keep my metabolism from slowing down?? I’m currently eating about 1700 calories a day to lose a pound a week (the number of calories changes to less everytime i lose weight).. but i don’t think i will because my metabolism is probably slowing down… any tips???



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
progress 22 months ago

well.. so far i’v lost 2 1/2 pounds. i just have to remember to be patient enough to see this through!! My calorie log is going really well, it makes me accountable for what i eat… and i have to say, i’m eating so much healthier than i used to and it feels good. the odd day i get a craving and i only sometimes indulge IF i have enough calories left and i have eaten enough healthy foods already.. on those days i exercise a little more anyways :). usually i aim for going to the gym 3 days a week and going swimming 3 days a week.. it’s goin pretty good. before i started the calorie log i started to exercise like this and lost 4 pounds in two and a half weeks without even really changing my diet.. so in total, i’ve lost 6 1/2 pounds in around 3 weeks. I’m so excited!! (although i haven’t really noticed a difference in physical appearance yet…it’ll come i’m sure)



lose weight (read all 10 entries…)
and so it starts 22 months ago

today, i started a food journal and have started to keep track of all my calories.It’s kinda exciting because i’ve never tried this before… i think that i did pretty well but that i could do better. we will see how tomorrow goes :) peace out till next time and good luck with your goals ppl!



meditate (read all 2 entries…)
ahh mind space 22 months ago

i think i’ve got too much mind clutter and that i need to clear up a couple of things and just get some head space, yah know? i am a very spiritual person but lately i seem to be losing the connection with my spirituality. yes meditating more would be wonderful!



stop pulling my eyelashes out (read all 4 entries…)
And away I Go!!! 22 months ago

I’m going to start setting some goals again.. who knows i could make it this time! This has to be the hardest things i’ve ever faced in my life.. but i will beat it im sure. i wish good luck to all the rest of you that are trying too! I believe that if you don’t set goals you don’t achieve anything at all.. if you set goals and fail, you learn something for next time or you accomplish at least a tiny part of the goal that gives you more hope for next time.Have confidence people! I’ll let you guys know what im up to later, until then, Ciao



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