hopebest

I have found myself asking this question a lot these days and then i came up on Dr.Weiss book on “Same soul, many bodies” . In that he a chapter on spirtuality and he says that god is the invisible energy in all our cells. I am raised as a hindu and we have so many rituals and prayers and i used to always wonder about them, how much good do they do. As dr.Weiss says if a humand being if filled with compassion and does little acts of kindness , that fulfils the purpose of this life’s on earth.
It was the exact explanation i was always searching for.

there is too much clutter going on in my mind that i feel that i need to put it down somewhere. there seems to be a constant struggle with my desire against will and desire always seems to win. desire can be anything from watching tv to eating too many sweets.
and in between these moments , i ponder on what the purpose of life is. is bringing up kids a justification for life. i guess no. there should be some meaning to it.
i am in search of the quest for what is the purpose for which i am on earth. hopefully i will find my answer soon enough.