My husband left nearly a year ago. He never filed for divorce but was the one who wanted it. He moved on to another relationship soon after he left me. I now know he had moved on to her before he left me. I can’t trust him and can’t rely on him to end our relationship for good. It’s been torture waiting for him to end this legally while I have been torturing myself trying to end it emotionally. I have to take the initiative for my sake and the sake of my children.