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It was totally awesome…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just relized it but I really worry about disapointing people, anyone; not just family or something but I don’t want to let someone down I want to live of of thier expectations of me. I guess that means I am also afraid to fail.

I am putting it on hold, there is another thing I want to do more and I should wait on this anyway before the near death experience turns into dead me!

Its acctuly not the forgiving part that is a problem, I forgive pretty easily, but no one knows that because I never let it drop, even if I am not mad about it I will go on and on and on… I think it really bugs people.

It was sort of worth it, everyone tells me i will appriciate it later and i guess i sort of appriciate it already but still, i suck at it…

I hate and I mean HATE feeling helpless, like there is nothing I can don, and no way that I can affect what is going on, it scares me. If I can go for even a week, without feeling the tiniest bit helpless, even at little things I will be happy.

to go anywhere and be able to meet up with someone that you know. You would have connections to everywhere!

I took it off for a while, becasue I don’t think I will ever fall in love, but then I thought, what the hell, I might as well put it up, its not like I have much control if I do or don’t.

I dont know what I like more… risking your life has to give you a great adrenilin rush… but I really want to do something good with my life.

Well there are a couple things…

1) Horseback riding:
Especialy jumping. You haave to really arch your back in this exagerated motion and when you get off the horse it just feels easeir to keep your sholders back.

2) Support system:
My friends and I all helped eachother, if we saw someone slouching we would go over and straighten them up, very useful!

3) Standing against a wall:
You want your sholder-blades, heels, head and rear end all touching the wall.
Oh and…
4) Balence a book(s) on your head:
I don’t know if this actualy helps, but it sure can be fun, especialy when the books fall down and make a realy nice loud noise!

Everyone should read these books, they are awesome!

This is one of the most fun things that you can do! You fall alot while you learn, but the falls aren’t bad and it is all really worth it!

This is fun, but I prefer to snowboard, much more satisfing!

Its a cool idea, and neat knowing that you are standing on a glacier, but besides that not a big deal and it doesent feel too different from staning on ice or snow.
P.S. I was in Canada when I did this

I have done it, picked a 5 pin lock, I am still leaving this up here though becasue I have lots of room for improvement. I am sort of ‘poking and proding’ instead of feeling for it carfuly. But I am deffinatley farther along then I was before.

I can pick up to 3 pins in about 10 secounds, I am so proud of myself, that is like the average super chepo desk/drawer lock. YEA!!!!

It is so nice being able to get up when my alarm clock goes off…

I am doing this so well for the past week that I am going to consider it done!

Ok, this just seems like fun.

“If you save a life, you save the entire world.” This is becasue every life has the worth of the world, sort of kinda like “all for one and one for all” in a weird sort of way.