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I really really would like a job. It’s summer, I have no money and nothing better to do. Me and my best friend were thinking about applying for the movie theater down the street from my house, we got applications and I never turned mine in; she did. she’s waiting for a call. I really want to and I’m not sure what’s holding me back from doing it. I think I might be scared, I don’t know exactly what of, but that’s what I’m starting to think is stopping me. I guess I have to find that fear and overcome it.

My friends are trying to convince me that I’m too good for her, but then the next they tell me that she’ll be back because I’m the best thing to happen to her, its so hard to not think of her, or want to be with her because I want to give her everything that I am and I really love her. She’s blocked me on instant messanger, so maybe that’ll help? =] let’s hope.

Well, I was in my family support group at school and my group leader was talking about cutting, and usual cravings for cutting (and other things too) lasts about 15 minutes, so we made these comfort kits with a timer and things to do to get our minds off cutting. So you put the timer on for 15 minutes and do the things in your kit (drawing, puzzle), put lotion on the spot you wanted to cut and keep doing those until your craving is gone.