howbadisitdoc

As I approach 40 I know that I have to do this. More and more I get the sense that if I don’t start then something very bad will happen. I shouldn’t spend 3 days in bed with no desire to engage with anything….it ain’t normal.

Baby steps. I made an appointment with a counselor. I am ready to commit to myself and this process.

I made a friend! It started with a salacious game of scrabulous and blossomed into a full fledged chat-with both hands and whole sentences!!!

Thanks cojabri for wanting to be my very first FH!!

New York has changed so much! I still miss the New York that I new growing up—-before Koch and Rudy turned it into a Disney nightmare on CRACK!~

Give me porn and true-grit instead of empty facades and artifice any day!